“Mensen gaan, maar de liefde blijft”
(“People go, but love stays”)
It’s weird, right?
For more than two years I’ve been writing on my blog regularly, even when I was overwhelmed by work or things to do. Not every day, sometimes more often sometimes less, but keeping this blog has always been a constant.
It feels so weird now. Not writing, drawing, taking pictures, joking about frivolous things…
Twenty days ago, my life has changed suddenly.
I stayed there watching the pieces falling around me, every single thing of my life like I used to know exploding in a sort of supernova burst. The pain was unbelievable, unbearable. I still have moments in which I can’t breathe. I still think one day I will wake up from this nightmare and he will be there in the kitchen making coffee for breakfast.
I know I’m strong, I know I’m still me but sometimes this is simply not enough.
I need time, but I know that I’ll keep drawing and taking pictures and talking to you, because it makes me feel good.
Now I just need to find a way to sort things out and catch the stream of my life again. It’s going so fast.
Just give me the time of putting back the pieces and become a full person again. Let me just learn how to take care of myself and I’ll be back here with you, very soon.
For now bear with me. Stay with me.
Thank you… I’ll be back