“Mensen gaan, maar de liefde blijft”
(“People go, but love stays”)
It’s weird, right?
For more than two years I’ve been writing on my blog regularly, even when I was overwhelmed by work or things to do. Not every day, sometimes more often sometimes less, but keeping this blog has always been a constant.
It feels so weird now. Not writing, drawing, taking pictures, joking about frivolous things…
Twenty days ago, my life has changed suddenly.
I stayed there watching the pieces falling around me, every single thing of my life like I used to know exploding in a sort of supernova burst. The pain was unbelievable, unbearable. I still have moments in which I can’t breathe. I still think one day I will wake up from this nightmare and he will be there in the kitchen making coffee for breakfast.
I know I’m strong, I know I’m still me but sometimes this is simply not enough.
I need time, but I know that I’ll keep drawing and taking pictures and talking to you, because it makes me feel good.
Now I just need to find a way to sort things out and catch the stream of my life again. It’s going so fast.
Just give me the time of putting back the pieces and become a full person again. Let me just learn how to take care of myself and I’ll be back here with you, very soon.
For now bear with me. Stay with me.
Thank you… I’ll be back
Love
Al
io ci sono ;)
:* a distanza, tanto lo sappiamo tutte che sei fortissima e che tornerai all’attacco più carica di prima!
Wait a minute, did you two break up or did something… happen to him? Because if it’s a break-up, I know how it feels, you are not the only one and let me tell you from experience that the pain WILL eventually go away and you will be able to move on with your life. The key is to start a whole new routine that doesn’t remind you of him.
But if he’s gone because of something else, I’m at a loss as to what to tell you except that we, your readers, are here for you and if you ever need to “virtually” talk to someone, just email me.
Hang in there! Ciao
Oh sweetie, I’m so sorry. Courage! x
girl, i can feel your pain and my words will probably not take the pain away! but sometimes this happens for a reason! if he is gone, let him go… everything will turn out fine, believe me! I went through the same pain and i have found the man of my dreams! i know everybody is telling you this right now, but i hope someday you will believe me
Dear Al,
Well as Orjen, I’m not sure of my own understanding. Did it happen something bad to your boyfriend? Or did you break up with him?
In all cases, you gonna be stronger and you gonna feel better…later…soon. don’t worry. Let the time doing its job. Take care, the blog is not the most important thing, if you don’t feel it to work on it, ok…
Once again take care, bisous!
I´ve been thinking about you, ever since your mysterious post. It´s good to hear from you, although of course the blog can wait for however long you need to. I hope you find all the strength you need to get through. Big (virtual) hug!
Al, let me give you a big virtual hug. It will take time to get over it, whatever it is. But from my own experience I know: eventually, you will get over it – and as you said: love will stay. loads of love from dubai! stay strong and keep doing all your wonderful, amazing things! xoxoxo
Dear Al,
I have no idea in what kind of situation you are in. Just know it feels overwhelming and painfull by reading your words. I wish you all the best and strength to deal with it and a big hug! If you just want to speak, you know where to find me! Don’t worry about the blog, your readers including me will always be there, the amount of posts isn’t going to change that!
Big hugs and kisses, xoxo lorena
We learn much more about our strengths from the low
times in our life. It is when we have the most growth.
Keep blogging for us!
carmi
madisonmuse.com
Amica che succede?!
Non passavo da un po’ di giorni da queste parti e questo post mi ha lasciata davvero senza parole :-(
Ti mando un grosso, grosso abbraccio sperando che si risolva tutto per il meglio.